http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/ shut mouth,open mind - LiveJournal.com Mon, 13 Dec 2004 06:06:04 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com franticnewcomer 1505601 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/14803033/1505601 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/ 100 81 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/6288.html Mon, 13 Dec 2004 06:06:04 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/6288.html HOLY CRAP..laura rowsell just asked me out on a date for tommarow...I KNOW!!! ...i'm so like..omg Ha..i'm really nervous i like her a lot..i'm think i'm gonna put out and go all the way http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/6288.html public 3 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/2248.html Tue, 02 Mar 2004 12:32:24 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/2248.html OK so bruce was found out again by "secuirty" this is twice now, so of course i just brought him to brad and kirbys place, man hes gonna get weary travelling all the time, but he's a soilder that bruce ahha he can hang in there. so yeah bev the "ra" told on me wich is very stupid cause we got in a fight last night and she was spilling pop all over me and myy room, so what was i suspose to do? " oh bev need some help with that? **opens a 2 liter of pepsi. yeah right i pushed her out my door and such. so her being a imature bitch as she is she told secuirty. so the came to my door surprinsgly like 8 in the morning i was undressed so i used my blankets as coverings haha security probally enjoyed that, fucking COP WANNABES its times liek these i wish they were smart enough to use a computer so they could read this. yeah so i asked them are they doing anything about the over amount of pot being smoked in this building, they said oh yeah dont worry were on that, i though to myself "LIKE FUCK" thats what theres over 15 per night walking around red eyed and in daze droling at the vending machine for almost an hour. well thats myy bitchy rant i guess, wow this is liek my seccond entry..see i told you id write more if it was in my room. well i'm gone back to bed, then its off to hospital for my needle..ahh gotta love that herion. http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/2248.html brand new-mixed tape brand new-mixed tape annoyed public 27 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/2016.html Sun, 29 Feb 2004 05:48:11 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/2016.html hey remember me i used to have a live journal haha i'm gonna have to tell people to read this cause everyone probally forgets i have this. anyway im writting in this because i'm soon gonna be writting on a nomarl basis and because tonight and this weekend i have many a good treats to enter in this journal.First of all some bad news, me and marie broke up..yes for those of you keeping track..AGAIN. but its final this time. theres just too much fighting and the such, its nothing personal but i just didn't want to be in the relationship anymore.. eh i wont bore you with all the glory details. message me for further information. Still no net in my own room but the skank whore sure tells me on monday she'll be up..so thats a bonus. and friday i got my care package mmm with all the goodies from mom :> she's the best mom if u recently got a computer and net access I LOVE YOU hahaha..and all of you who read this..yes i am a momas boy. so what huh? huh?**sticks off chest. i did good on one of my midterms and i'm feeling a lot better in general now..thanks meds :> (Y). and i should be on my ritalin soon if the doc says so, then the marks shall go up and hopefuly i can go to mun. yeah and so i went out to the bar tonight and had an awesome kick ass time..without alcohol i might add, straight edged is actually fun. who'd figure. two awesome punk and indie bands from st.johns played.the first one wich is under authority wich i used to hear my frien from st.johns last year talk about a lot, they were awesome punk band they made me happy :> , but the second? oh my panties roundelay were awesome they're so wicked and funny, they played a great set, and played a sparta cover i'm sure most of you are familar with "cut the ribbon" it was awesome i got all into and totally moshed out and scream all the lyrics with the singer and some of my friends then they played one last song and we were freaking out and the guitarist jumps on my back so i just spin him around it was soo cool i bought their demos and swag..all in all i had an awesome ngiht and wicked with i feel guilty for..because of the other events , guilty in a sense but i can't feel guilty for having fun.anywho hope you read this.. later OH. http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/2016.html roundelay-metronome with a sexdrive roundelay-metronome with a sexdrive happy public 4 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1586.html Mon, 08 Dec 2003 23:24:36 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1586.html yeah i'm gonn up date this cause i haven't like in 3 or 4 days haha and someone was bitch'n haha someone who rhyms with....nad.. haha yeah so i got lots to tell i guess mixture of the good and bad. i'm not doing my assignments like i really should be doing but first things things first.. this rancid song makes me pretty happy and its for you brad just incase your feeling down point may fuck ups stick together huh? haha but yeah my day is going ok, went to school to find out no one in my group was to work on my project, adn i found out today no matter what i do now i'm fuck when it comes to my accounting haha so theres another course i'll be doing nextyear.. i dont really care now i dont have so much to worry about for the time being i just dont want mom to find out eh, this is my life not moms i want to impress her and stuff but she's my mom seh's suspose to love me and shit no matter what, she should be proud that i even got this far haha, so i'm not gonna worry about it..i just want to study and pass the rest of them and get the fuck out of here and go home for christmas..wich if all goes right..will fuck'n rule haha, so thats all the news of today , no onto the weekend past haha friday ruled, i was chilling in my room when a bunch of pple came in my room and were all like.. man party on ohio everyones going.. blah blah blah ahha iw as like..everyone? fuck i didn't know a lot of people were going so i rushed a shower and got some guy i know named nick who's thinks he's an egyptian pharoh and austrillian and bristish all rolled up into one he's were like an austraillian outback hat and is obssesed with, goldfinger, green day and lit, and plays a 5 string left handed bass, he's a cool guy but kinda fucked up lol in a good way liek the whole way to the party he was talk'n about how the god of the abyss is going to send us to the egyptian underworld and shit lol..he's fucked up like that but its entertaining..especially when we started to make fun of him becasue he wouldn't stop talk'n liek he was a pharoh and shit but then we got thier and just went away from him so eh was stood against a wall by himself lol. the party was as big as advertised stupid people over exazerating. it was just like people from rez in one party that wasn't at res ahhaha and some people and some people that i call the high up people the ore civilized fuckers with beards and are in bands and are fat who just play pearl jam and fuck'n neil younge shit and stand with thier fancy beers and look upon me and my stoner outcast friends ahha yeah thats my beef abotu them..well not quiet i need ot include the reason ahah so it doesn't seem like i just hate smart people in bands ahha..we were in the pot smoke'n room and one the guys this fat troll/ogar look'n guy with a big beard sitting on the floor with like a fucking 2 litre or some shit of heiniken yeah i can't spell that for shit, and i was talk'n and joking with people and he was fuck'n sat on the floor giving me fucked up looks, so i was thinking yeah fuck you beardo, hes not the only beard guy that angered me, the head of the sutdent council guy or whatever pissed me off.. i dono he's like suspose to be like this big shot for the school and he was making fun of the side kick janitors.. like i make fun of them somewhat but he was doign iot more and he suspose to be like a big ehad figure of whatever, thats not the main reason he was kidna funny.. if he wasn't such a doucbag..i dono the fancy people i was talk'n abotu were all in a room at the end of the party when me and my friend deon were still floating around tanked as fuck and i was walk'n around with the cool like new aged sex book wich liek described everythign sexual possible in this cool way.. so as i would. i said to one of my friends after showing everyone and making jokes to everyone about the book in a silly manor lol.. some guy in it had a dick that look like a semi filled up water ballon ..come on thats funny ahha but i left in that fancy people room at one point and went to take it again cause i told danny moments before i was gonna steel it for shits lol..then that FAT BEARDED STUDENT ASSHOLE stole it from me.. i knwo i was gonna steal it anyway so its kidna stupid to be complaining i dono just another reason for me to hate those wine drinking laugh at the underdog fucks.. yeah yeah i love wine i know lol..i dono just pisses me off when people interfer in me doing shit like that ..like come on you midle aged community studies fuck..haven't you stole somethign from a party ahha minor stuff really but nothing pisses me off often so lol.. i liek to bitch for the fun of it sometimes. anywho the party was pretty good they had the new ninja turlte game on gamecube i was playing with somw guy from 6th floor for a while cause i was liek coola videogame at party..but then i was like.. man i got a gamecube home lol this is a party i'm gonna get fucked up and talk to people lol..so i did that instead wich turned out to be a good decision. so thats all for the party most of that didn't happen in chronological order, oh i forgot i was really drunk on the couch with stacey, deon adn danny who i hate when he's drunk, or in a social circle you know? i dono maybe its envy cause i hate self centered people who just start talking to get peoples attention and will say anything and try to catch everyones eye.. i knwo some people well say i'm like that or whatever but i let everyone have just as much or more say then me, but yeah i was making fun of him at the end and eh was like man whats your problem? so in my drunken state i just..i dont like you hahahaha really mean i know cause he was liek silent for a bit after that, and if he reads this i kinda apologize dude, but some people and booze are just evil and/or stupidity combined. but then me and deon left after swippign some candy from the top of the fridge and realizing stans girlfriend(host of the party) was waaayyy to nice to steal actuall stuff from ..she's crazy nice man.. like nicer than my mom for those of you who know my mom so we just left and stood otuside from some reason and the person next door who was kinda younge and prety hot come otu and said " some people have to work tommarow you know" so me and deon were like.. yeah fuck that whatever, so we stayed and drank beer there for a little more... i think....hahaha. until mark best came along well stumbled alogn drunk as fuck. mark is a guy who is punk in drublic haha he gets drunk as fuck and just calls everyone off he sees haha liek makes fun, puts down to the dirt.w/e he just gets lippy as fuck, he listens to a lot fo old school punk like sex pistols and dead kenendys, so after talk'n to him about the party or whatever we told him to go and piss on that misses door that called us off.. no luck :< so then we just travelled, i lost my belt buckle trying to piss on a school bus lol..so then we just walked home found a shopping kart in soem guys lawns o deon was liek get it.. i was drunk so i was like suer..easy way home..but i was like yeah well ride half and half.. but he just ened up pushing me al the way home it was soo fun mostly cause i was soo drunk and hapy that i didn't have to walk.. it looked so cool though i was like getting a ride home on the open road lol drinking beer as i went.. but then deon ramed me at his car lol wich i told him not to do but he did anyway adn that was the end of the night..the rest was just me stumblign to maries room drinking water and finished a bag of cheezies and mumbling somethign to hear and then passing out. saterday me and marie just went to mcdonalds and she treated me ocne again :>.. but THEN.. *DRUM ROLL.. we found out bigmacs were like 99 cents a piece so i foamed from the mouth as i would..and i think thats opretty much my weekend nothign could of happened in the next days and hours because i can't remember it wel enough to write about it . lol.. ok there ya go brad and new entry you already knwo some of it..so i hope you ejoy..see you in nine days fucker have Booze or pot waiting for me or i'm gonna be pissed lol..later http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1586.html rancid-fall back down rancid-fall back down happy public 4 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1501.html Fri, 05 Dec 2003 23:39:27 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1501.html ok ok hold on to your seats or crotches this time i should have a good one now, its the most amusing one yet. well first the serious bullshit thats not so interesting anyway, yeah i was on msn really late talking to marie claire wich was fun , but then i went to my room and cj was there whom i call cock juice , he doesn't like that and has told me many times to stop calling him that, wich i did not hahaha, is it lame to laugh in your journal? eh fuck it lol, so he wa is my room stoned talk'n about evoltion and this scientific shit that i'm sure he's ful of shit about cause he's a big bullshiter, and he just likes to sound smart probally cause he has no other fuck'n traits about him, and i was getting anoyed listen to him babble about shit so i ask him " ok professor cock juice, if your so fucking smart how coem you work in fucking mcdonalds?" he said some shit about not having a degree and marie got mad at me casue i was being a jerk towards him and he was getting pissed so i told him to fuck off and go away, then marie told me to be nice and i said fuck off..not nice i know i know but i apologized today via the email haha, expect for that last night was pretty cool i'm pretty happy now too just worrying about my test and shit but if i study hard i should do good, but yeah shane is or was kinda mad at me we were joking yesterday about him being a pothead hahaha cause i was do it cause he has never smoked pot before, so i said it again and he acme otu and wrestled with me in a non homosexual way and it hurt ahahha so he came out with a big box of garbage from his room so i kicked the box adn it went flying all over the floor .lol it was funny to see, anywho besides all that drama shit. toady in school was fun and/or funny we ahd presentations in human relations class and lesley was up for hers and john boy let a huge eruption fart go the kind that sound liek someone smack'n a wall or punching it or whatever and me jeremy and john boy luaghed our asses off..thats right our buttoxs fell completely off haha .. but i was funny..so then i figured id show john boy up so i went over and farted once or twice on jeremys shoulder and they smelled just like the eggs i had for breakfast and the whole class was sick hahaha jeremy made many a die'n mans face hahaha..but then i tried for more and jeremy said they were wussy ones so i had one more and it sounded like an elephant and it stank like nothing i smelled before lol.. the whole class was grossed out..and the teacher who is very timid.. he looks liek brain from pink and the brain and is a very quiet kinda teacher.. finally smelt it. i'm surprised he never heard it.. it was loud.. he got up and said jesus christ and waved the book in front of his face and left and wouldn't come back in. its def. one of those ahd to be there things.. but brad, you'll find it funny i hope so ahha if i know you. so that was the highlight of my day. hrmm is it kidna sad that the funniest thign in my day..was a fart? eh lol..anywho time to go get drunk http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1501.html nothing besides sounds of typing nothing besides sounds of typing cheerful public 0 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1276.html Fri, 05 Dec 2003 03:23:36 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1276.html oh yes the retnas hurts like the bitch. too much computer screen and still no fucking work done, oh the joyus weekend i'll have pilled up with communications papers,candy and blowjobs for anyone willing to do them all.i'm soo tired.. tonight was kinda cool.i was reading people entries on this and stuff and talk'n to darryl susan and ryan.who are cool.. note not as cool as me..but eh they'll do for now ahah.sorry you guys are cool drinks all around.i went to mcdonalds with tyler and marie claire mmm beef for once i bought marie something sent me back a whooping 11 bucks.i poured water on her though , she got mad but i apologized i tease her a lot but i shall stop as of today :>. other than that i went to school adn work on a project with leslys , she's cool but she's one of the many ple i get nervous to talk to, john boy didn't show up procrastinating fuck ahh gotta love it.. ahh man but like on the way the little "challenged" janitor smack me right in the chest then right in the throat with a fucking mop ahhahha.. it hurt like fuck but i now i got a cool story about the janitor hitting me. i dono if it was my fault or his, funny non the less, yeah me and darryl were discusing hwo fried were gonna get when i go home he wants to smoke a half a quarter in one joint ..oo the fun and major bakedness i want to get that baked with brad too he seems to enjoy the rock and roll ciggarets more lately haha and watch dinosuars i have it on tape and theres an episodes about drugs where they find this plant and start eating it and getting high..its one of those now kids dont do drugs episodes.and i hope to get drunk as fuck with ryan on many occasions darryls gonne be my pot and booe partner..brads well gonna live in my basement cause i'm gonna make him. and i'm gonna pass out on ryans floor as many times as possible.. man i soo can't wait for christmas its freedome ahhhh . i wish it was now well i'm out i think i'm going for sleep now..mmm zzz;s http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/1276.html afi- morning star afi- morning star good public 1 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/969.html Thu, 04 Dec 2003 23:48:09 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/969.html and now for my second entry wich is probally gonna be logn cause i'm talk'n this chance to type to type a lot of stuff thats always bothering me these days. ok it always happens here,i dont know how to act or who to be, or even what to say.. its like everyone here is so not afraid to be themselves and are acknowleded for it, but i'm so scared to just be me..and know that the friends i have must like me for who i am. i dont have to be anythign else but myself i guess its what makes me , ME :> haha but i dono i feel so frustrated and pressured all the time to be something and someone and i'm always trying too hard to be liked just so i can be liked and keep my friends. i just need to calm down and just relax somehow..besdies that deep boring bullshit i'm tired have a headache and am super hungry so i'm going to mcdonalds with marie i like hanging with her, i need her to calm me down..and be myself.and brad he's great. you reading this.. time for head to explode ahha.. but yeah besides that i'm here not doign work as i should be as always eh it'll get done if i dont go out this weekend i really go try to do more next semmester homework first as mom says lol.besides that i'm hyped to go home i wish i was now.its so content i just be myself somewhat drink. and ahve fun and hope some pressure will be eased.i'm not really depressed i'm pretty happy.. i'm just over worried a lot..eh i'm eased up somewhat writting this. to all my readers this is the only or few of these lame journals entries i'l have fun filled stories filled with booze drugs sex and dragons during christmas http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/969.html frustrated public 3 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/530.html Thu, 04 Dec 2003 23:36:19 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/530.html yeah and now for my second http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/530.html afi-Catch a hot one afi-Catch a hot one frustrated public 0 http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/450.html Thu, 04 Dec 2003 02:16:11 GMT http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/450.html i'm kinda tired. i had like a lot of assignments to do that me and marie attempted but got over taken by procrastination.. once again..so its just sleep and a new day instore for me.this is my first entry by the way..its sucks emensly i promise better in the future .bye bye http://franticnewcomer.livejournal.com/450.html fee fee dobson..not my choice fee fee dobson..not my choice sleepy public 4